There are many children and other family members of public
housing tenants nationwide currently serving in the U.S. Armed
Forces. Some are fighting in the War with Iraq, and others are on
active duty maintaining the peace in other countries at home and
around the world, while some are being prepared for land, air and
sea warfare at various basic training camps nationally.
My two sons, nephew and brother are part of this military
effort. I am a 42-year-old single parent of six children - three
boys and three girls, ages 24 to 11, who were reared from 1989 to
2002 in the infamous Chicago public housing "projects." My
soon-to-be 21-year-old son Antonio Johns is an Army Specialist by
rank and a welder by trade. He is part of the maintenance crew from
Fort Riley, KS. He was scheduled to go to Kuwait but since the war
ended, that plan is now on hold.
Antonio enlisted straight out of Englewood Technical Academy, a
high school on the South Side, in 2000, where he attended ROTC for
4 years as an honor roll student. My 18-year-old son Alonzo Johns
is a Seaman Apprentice in the U.S. Navy. Alonzo attended Hyde Park
Community Academy in 1999 but completed the Lincoln's Challenge
Academy program for high school dropouts in June 2002, earning his
General Educational Development (G.E.D.) diploma. He enlisted soon
thereafter, and graduated from basic training in Great Lakes, IL
this January. He is currently undergoing submarine training at the
naval base in Groton, Connecticut.
My 19-year-old nephew Marchello DeeLuchiarono is a private first
classman with the 4th Infantry Division from Fort Hood, TX. He is
part of the reinforcement crew that was ordered for battle in late
March. Marchello also enlisted straight out of high school in 2001
after he graduated with honors from South Shore Technical Academy
in Chicago. He scored high on the Armed Forces' mandatory
educational test for newcomers, which gave him the option of
working in the personnel department.
But that was somehow changed to tank training when the talk of
war with Iraq began. After completing tank training in South Korea
for a year, he was assigned to Fort Hood, TX and immediately given
his command papers to leave for Iraq as a Tank Operator. My
37-year-old brother Harry W. Youngblood Jr. is Specialist Sergeant
in the 101st Airborne Division. He is part of the 50th Medical
Company, a paratrooper that rescues the wounded during combat.
Harry has been serving in the military for about 17 years. He
served in the first Gulf War and is back again for this conflict.
Before the War with Iraq began, very few people asked me why I let
my children enlist in the Armed Forces. When they found out, their
response was, "That's great. That will help them down the road. I
wish them well."
Since the war started, however, people have on occasion asked me
why I didn't stop my sons from enlisting in the military. To keep
it real, I respond, "What's out here for them?" I don't agree with
U.S. President George W. Bush, who vowed to dethrone Saddam Hussein
in order to supposedly "liberate the Iraqi people" from Saddam's
longtime fear tactics and tyrannical actions, such as using
chemicals weapons on many of his own people, and killing thousands
of them during the 1980s War with Iran.
But I don't see why I should have stopped my sons from
enlisting. They are young Black men from a low-income background
who wanted to work and go to college to better themselves. But the
opportunities for them outside the military - at least the
opportunities they could access in the time they wanted - have
proven to be slim to none.
I've made a successful transition from welfare to work, but not
from welfare to rich. With two of my children still at home, family
members in need and an ever-increasing flow of bills, I knew - and
my sons knew - that I wouldn't be able to handle the expenses of
college tuitions, books and class courses, and trying to assist
with paying back student loans to keep them out of debt.
Jobs are scarce for many these days, and the ones that currently
have employment, their jobs are threatened as companies and
corporations fold and declare bankruptcy because of the economy.
People continue to be laid off from their jobs and are seeking
unemployment at a fast pace.
Nothing but cuts, cuts and more cuts in low-income programs.
Even now, middle-class students attending private universities are
finding it hard to pay for attending college. Experts on the
subject of colleges and universities fear that a growing number of
students from low-income to middle-income families who have
attended public universities could soon face increasing college
costs.
Colleges are even expecting cuts in their budgets, which could
mean the loss of student jobs and elimination of popular freshman
courses. My sons said they wanted to join the Armed Forces for
reasons like the ones I'm sure many of the other soldiers have said
to their loved ones. It will take care of a place to live, provide
for all other living expenses, contribute greatly with the college
financing, and they could travel the world. And with the above in
mind, I agreed without reluctance.
I'm sure that even though it was explained to them that they
might have to engage in mortal combat, I don't think that they
fully contemplated the real danger of warfare until now. But that
is a choice that they made and I agreed to. Frankly, I see
similarities between fighting in military combat trying to escape
flying bullets with living in Chicago's infamous public housing
"projects."
Living in the "Jets," there is a constant threat of being hit by
enemy crossfire. You never know when bullets will be flying past
you while trying to get home from work, school or wherever. Your
nerves are constantly on edge while waiting at the bus stops near
public housing sites that are in the vicinity of ongoing gang
warfare over drugs and property that doesn't belong to them.
My thoughts are constantly with all of the courageous men and
women who have put themselves in harm's way during these dangerous
times of warfare. My son Antonio recently told me during a phone
conversation in early April that he would not be taken
prisoner.
He said, "I am not going to be a POW. They will just have to
kill me." The thought of being captured, tortured and perhaps
killed appeared to be more unbearable for him than to die on the
battlefield. This really threw me for a loop, and caused me great
concern. So, to keep Antonio, Alonzo and Marchello encouraged while
being in the military, I've sent them little fictional comic strips
that I created, featuring them as the main hero during warfare and
using their nicknames as the title characters such as "U.S. Super
Ninja Tony 'Main Love'" for Antonio, and "Mister, The Mighty Naval
Conqueror" for Alonzo, and "U.S. Super Cott Man, The Notorious
Outlaw," for Marchello.
I'm currently working on a comic strip for my brother Harry, who
is in Mosul, Iraq right now. I recently received a letter from him
in which he provided me with the information on where to send him
letters and other items that remind him of home. It took a while
for me to receive the letter. It was dated March 20 and stamped
March 22, but I only received it on April 4. In the letter, he
asked me to send him some Hot Stuff potato chips, some Fabreeze to
guard off the odor that is steaming off his clothing that he has
worn since the war began, and some sunflower seeds.
I also think about the other brave and courageous young men and
women currently fighting in mortal combat. Many of them are
straight out of boot camp and have young children at home. Whenever
possible, I remind my sons, nephew and brother to not only pray to
the God of all creation for themselves during these trying and
dangerous times, but to also remember their fellow comrades in
arms.
I pray for them as well and include my children at home in my
daily prayers, too. After all, you can just as easily die on the
mean streets of Chicago as anywhere else, for that matter.