Last year, I decided to visit one of the most amazing locations
on Earth. I decided I really needed to get a much closer view of
the Himalayan mountain range in Asia. I had traveled there in the
past without ever leaving the urban areas. This time, I allowed
myself to do some trekking, which is the reason why most people go
there.
I made a reservation about six weeks before I planned to leave
the United States and almost immediately, I came down with
something; I don't know what. I had to leave home still sick and
continued feeling physically ill throughout the trip. I would have
to recuperate once I got back to Chicago.
I left the Windy City in the middle of November and returned to
the USA in December.
Somewhere in the Bible, I know it states that those who keep the
Sabbath holy could receive the advantage of having a second soul
descending upon them. Well, before long, it seemed that the
mesmerizing effect of the splendid and almost otherworldly beauty
of the Land of the Snows - as the Himalayas are known - had begun
to affect me that way.
The entire time I was there, I spent at least 10 hours a day
trekking with my guides. This was possible only because I received
great strength and inspiration from the excitement I experienced
each day, impressed by this unusual and marvelous environment. The
experience seemed to supply me with a type of alter ego, which I
felt palpably, allowing me to do all the things I wanted and needed
to do.
The experience was compelling enough to allow me to think that
something supernatural was occurring throughout my trip. Part of
each day's routine consisted of me, though I was totally out of
shape, climbing rocks, hills, descending into gullies along ancient
river beds, fighting innumerable, unforgiving thickets (especially
the partial trek to Mukhtinath) in our efforts to get from one
place to another.
At the end of each day, we eventually returned to whatever
lodgings provided for that day's hike. Luckily, the monks that
accompanied me throughout had previously arranged all provisions
for me, months before I arrived. The largest, thriving metropolitan
city of the area was Kathmandu.
I found Kathmandu to be the city of my dreams. I had always
wanted to go there because I liked the neat sounds of the
syllables. The name furthermore served to remind me of the 1940s
matinee cliffhanger super hero, Chandu the Magician: Chandu from
Kathmandu. I felt certain I would find him there. If anyone could
locate for me the legendary Sanjeevanee (the herb of
resuscitation), it would surely be him.
Trouble was, nearly everyone I met seemed to resemble him. No
matter. Like I stated before, I had my own entourage of men equally
endowed with esoteric knowledge and power to assist me in my quest
for healing and understanding. Each morning, it seemed thousands of
women scampered about the entire city anointing the faces of
various gods and goddesses found as sculptures and in
bas-relief.
They anointed them with ochre-colored powders and white
sandalwood paste, ornamenting them also with flower garlands. On a
tray, they carried tiny lamps fueled by clarified butter, incense
and usually a small bell with the image of a bird at the top, known
as Garooda. These were implements of worship.
Customarily, only the men in these regions are allowed to
perform a full-fledged worship service known as Pooj. However, the
act of worship performed by these ladies is referred to as an
Arati. The architecture around Kathmandu was simply amazing, with
much of it constructed long ago. The rococo or lavish, ornamental
style, was unlike anything you might find in the West.
The harmony of flavors accompanying each food dish seemed to
resonate and hum in the afterthought of one's aesthetic sense of
taste long after every meal. Also hard to forget are the unusual
sights and sounds of mysterious singsong human dialogue, bells on
rickshaws, garland flowers everywhere from the morning services,
and fruits and vegetables of every description.
The smell of spice pastes called masalas competed with extremely
fragrant incenses wafting along every street, hugging each wind
blowing around every corner from kitchens and temples everywhere.
Many of the rituals in which I was invited to participate were
secret in nature. Therefore, I pledged vows of secrecy never to
speak of them.
I also witnessed some of the most astonishing events and met
with the most unusual characters. But I must never disclose their
location nor speak of their siddhis, the term for the so-called
magical powers accruing to them as a testament of their
adeptship.
Finally, it was my turn. First, I was led before dozens of holy
men, one by one, each in his own sacred space, to be purified,
blessed and endowed with his brand of spiritual power. Next, after
conferring on me a special kind of baptism (Acharya Abhishekam)
generally unknown to the majority of Hindus, I was left to ponder
the following admonition: "To speak is not to see."
Some people informed me that I was probably the first
non-indigenous person to receive such an honor since the 19th
century. Afterwards, I made the connection that they were most
likely referring to the famous British Indologist, author and monk
Arthur Avalon. He lived in India towards the end of the 19th
century, receiving many Hindu samskaras or sacraments.
Some might find it peculiar that I would undertake such an
unusual journey as this in the first place. Simply stated, I was on
a quest which I have pursued most of my life. My passion for travel
was ignited a long time ago. As an infant, doctors diagnosed me
with a learning disability very similar to Autism called Aspergers
Syndrome. As a consequence, my parents tried to remedy the
situation by traveling with me in tow to meet wonder-workers of
every description around the globe, searching for a cure.
One of my earliest and most vivid memories is of my parents
talking to spirit doctors, pleading with them, asking what, if
anything, could be done to help me. From infancy, doctors had
labeled me as being autistic, a diagnosis with a wide range of
symptoms. However, according to my father, one of the things that
gave me away was the fact that I never seem to cry.
I remember my family taking me to Canada. Soon afterwards, I
would be shuttled about throughout the rural South as my parents
sought desperately to find a cure. At some point, I began to feel
more like a guinea pig than a patient with an illness. On one
occasion, I had my body smeared with the insides of what I guess
amounted to hundreds of cockroaches. There was also the time I was
made to swallow a live goldfish. These practices took place in the
rural South.
Overseas, I was generally circumambulated with fragrant
incenses, blessed and prayed over. In Africa once, they smoked me
with various herbs while I sat under a cloth.
Some impressions go very deep. As an adult, I followed the same
pattern established by my parents in the past.
More than 50 odd years into the process, I now realize that my
exposure to different cultures worldwide has served to bring out
the artist in me. Perhaps that was it all along. The miraculous
cure, for which I have searched so long, seems now to have been
found.
Years ago, I realized my passion involved travel. Whether it was
international or national to me, it mattered very little, so long
as I was on the move.
I should not have been too shocked, therefore, to find myself
appearing to wander aimlessly across a number of Himalayan kingdoms
- Bhutan, Ladakh, Nepal, China, Tibet, Himachal Pradesh, etc. I was
equipped with a DVD camera, complete with boom mics and a SLR Nikon
equipped with a 24mm/f1.2 lens in my backpack. Eureka! I had
discovered art as documentary filmmaking.
Once I returned home and started showing people the results of
my three-week trekking adventure, many people were surprised and
actually placed orders for enlargements of photos and paid for them
with no hesitation.
Gallery owners thought the photos were stupendous and that the
unedited film teaser samples suggested a marvelous feast of things
to come. I found their reaction encouraging and wondered, have I
found my niche, have I arrived?
For many years, I traveled to search for a cure for my illness.
I survived by employing my own strategies for dealing with the
problem for so long. But now, I feel that I have passed this most
rigorous of life's tests. I feel I have transcended and
metamorphosed into an ARTISTE!!